MX' STORY :)

：)

2012-02-10T00:47:00.000-08:00

现在的我，除了工作还是工作。
我是个朝十晚八的上班族，每天工作十小时，扣掉了吃饭时间，平均每天有九小时是站着的。周末更不用说了，十二个小时非做不可。为了赚钱，这一切都是值得的吗？
求求你，胃痛别再发作；求求你，生理期时肚子不再疼痛。 :(

打工与上学，当然有好的和不好的地方。打工虽然可以赚钱，但所有的老板几乎都是没人性的，病了也得照常上班，说什么不够人手，事实是不舍得花钱请多点员工。上学时期每年还必须给什么建校基金的，申请没钱缴付但最终还是把信退回来。但在学校里我确实学到了很多东西，现在的我还真的有点怀念在校园里所发生的一切。

“4M3出丑经典事件，毕生难忘。”

读理科的是人，难道读文科的就不是人吗？还记得中四的时候，明明是理科班的错，硬要我们文科班来替他们受罪，当众在周会时全班被罚站，双手举起。最后我和副班长还得到校长室解释，解释了等于没解释，校方就是偏帮理科的。算了吧，幸好班上的课任老师都是明白事理的人，知道这一切并不是我们的错。从那时候开始，我们理科文科势不两立！哈哈哈哈 :)
*坦白说，我是个非常记仇的人。如果得罪了你，在此对你说声抱歉咯。
*大人有大量，不记小人过。哈哈哈 XD

算了吧！再过一个月，重返校园时一切都会变回正常了。

但也表示我的死期快到了 ==

♡

笑一笑，没什么大不了。

追 • 忆

2011-12-11T23:52:00.000-08:00

PEI RU

我好喜欢你的歌声哦！记得，我永远都会是你的头号粉丝哈哈。还有，我不是那种重色轻友的人，因为某种原因（你知我知就好XD）

LIXIANG
每次妈妈看见那些照片都说你是个美女（是不是又感到非常开心？XD）祝你和那个‘含情么么茶’甜甜蜜蜜到永远啦哈哈！

*PR & LX 我还是不写关于某些人的东西，以免让你们胡思乱想 XD 考试最后一天发生的事情，一定要保守秘密，不然我会杀了你们的，哈哈！

SUE YEE
中五时我们不同班了，但我们的感情还是没变啊。你最近看起来好像心事重重的，可能是因为考试的关系所以压力大了吧，别憋在心里，告诉我吧！哈哈

WEI YING
我的Angelababy，但事实上不只属于我一个，还收藏了很多情夫哈哈！我们今年才认识的.虽然认识的时间并不是很长，但我们在一起的感觉就像是认识已久的老朋友 XP

CZE VERN
又聪明又可爱的女生，难怪你在我们班那么受欢迎 XD 还记得你曾经唱‘无眠’给我听吗？我现在敢保证我会笑着听完的哈哈！你总是在我伤心难过的时候说些很chim的人生道理，谢啦 :)

XIN NING
我好喜欢你的个性哦，有时候认真起来都会吓跑人，有时候还可以开怀大笑一起聊八卦哈哈！你的华语超好的，有空真的要想你学习学习。是你教会我坐rapid回家的，谢谢你哦！我最怀恋的依然是那次我们一起在kfc读了将近5个小时的历史 XD

CHANG EE
成绩好得很，但每次都说这个不会那个不会哈哈！谢谢你时常借我书抄功课（我知道你也是跟别人借的XD）还有，谢谢你一直当我的中间人嘻嘻！

WUI KEAT
我们还是老样子，对吧？可能是因为那时侯考试要到了，彼此压力都很大，所以比较少聊天了。你要加把劲啊，她喜欢比她聪明的男孩哈哈！

ZHUANG SHENG

去年我们当班长的时候，为了决定谁下去集合，所以我们还以‘剪刀石头布’来决定胜，想起来真的觉得好好笑哦 XD 那年也是我一生中最美好的时光 :) 你是个大好人啊，谢谢你载我回家，虽然我们一个住东一个住西。:)

P/S: 太多人了，遗漏了谁，真的不好意思！在我的面子书留言吧，也许我会在那儿写下我想对你说的话。:)

‎(•̮̮̃•̃)۶ ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶ ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)(•̮̮̃•̃)۶ ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶ ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)

时间过得真的好快，一眨眼，五年又过了。
五年前的我什么都不懂，每天都盼望着何时才能像那些哥哥姐姐一样离开校园。
五年后的我学了很多东西，离开后我才发现，我是多么的舍不得曾经在学校发生过的一切，我竟然有一股冲动想回去读中六，希望我的决定不会改变吧！

很多人常说我把心事全都收在心里，不告诉身边的朋友们。他们说的一点都没错，甚至有时候明明朋友就在身边我却感到很孤独，无法与他们沟通。我已经努力在改变了，给我一点点的时间，我一定可以做到的，相信我！
我答应你们，总有一天我一定会告诉你们 “我过得很开心！” =D

那些年，我们一起经历过的每件事情，我永远都会烙印在我心中的。:)

SchooLifeeeee ❤

4M3 <3

Mr. Peter Oh

4M3委员！

Pn. Tan Swee Chin

我们永远都是好死党 :)

4M3的聚会哈哈！

中五的我们 =D

Peaceeeee! ")

Pn. Anne Tan

偷拿相机到学校的日子 XD

4M3 & 郭副校长 =)

Mr.Teohhhhhhh! 保龄球高手哈哈！

Mr.Aw (他老婆做的muffin超好吃的) XD

以前同班同学 :)

Hiao hiao 的排球主席 XD

Sherman! 我不认识他的，但他真的太可爱了 XP

子雯和舒云

丽祯和绣薇

我们 ^^

恒中排球队 Volleyball Team ❤

U-18 我们是最棒的！

身为啦啦队的我们，到场为U-15加油打气

趁有时间就补补眠，等下起来再拚过！

Heng Ee Os, Heng Ee Os, Heng Ee Os Os Os :)

虽然不是最高荣誉，但在我们心目中已经是冠军了！

麦当劳是我们比赛后最常去的地方 =)

恒中国际少年服务团 Interact Club ❤

与校长, 董事长兼Rotarian顾问一起来张大合照 :)

创校55周年晚宴

全体会员一起爬山咯！

EM Mud Ball =)

New Generation Night! <3

District Interact Conference at Seremban

With Pcghs Interactors.

漂亮的四位小姐 :)

Interact Farewell Party. 我们永远都是一家人！ =D

紫队 Vincent ❤

全体委员 =)

常年运动会

在比赛前做热身运动 :)

Kelly, Huiting & FangYin 我们尽力了！:P

♥ ♡ ♥ ♡

Loveeeeeeeee! (◕◡◕)

2011-10-23T05:15:00.000-07:00

Penang Traders Hotel 19.10.2011

New Generation Night. We won the 2nd Placing! :)

JinYoung, Jin Way, Zhi Ren

Beloved Teacher Advisor, Mr. Teoh CK

Dalat International School 8/10/2011

Volleyball Competition, We won the 3rd prize!

U-18 Volleyball Girls' Team :)

U-15 and U-18.

Xuan Xin Buffet Restaurant 1/10/2011

Volleyball Farewell :)

Form 5 and 6's members with Ahsir and Mr.Aw

Our Group photoo =D

Girls with the Incoming-President, Khuan You

Heng Ee's Basketball Court 9/9/2011

55周年校友回校日排球赛

The Medal, sponsored by school :)

Hohohoho, It's me XD

We're the Championnnn! With VIPs =D

With beloved one <3

HEHS Volleyball Team Rocksss! :)

P/s: Never Give Up boys and girls, I'll always besides you all :)

♥

十二月七日の那封信

2011-10-23T03:44:00.000-07:00

想要忘记一段感情，方法永远只有一个：时间和新欢

如果时间和新欢也无法忘记那段感情，原因只有一个：时间不够长，新欢不够好

我曾经以为

你不过是我生命里的其中一个过客

你不过是我崇拜的偶像

你不过是我迈向未来的目标例子

你的聪明才智我总觉得我高攀不起

你的随口说说我却把它当成了你许下的承诺

你的一举一动我仿佛对它已上了瘾

还记得那个对你来说毫无意义的星期五吗？

一样的位子一样的书籍一样的情景唯一不一样的是那个你

你那专属的笑容里丝毫没有我的影子因为那个她不是我而我也不可能成为那个她

我逼自己读了那些我不喜欢的科目就只为了跟上你的脚步也许有人会说 “活着不是为了别人是为了自己” 但我不后悔即使知道奇迹不会发生在我身上

7th of December, All The Best to me! :)

♥

特别的你 'P'

2011-08-19T08:17:00.000-07:00

曾经的我们无话不说，现在的我们沉默寡言。
究竟发生了什么事情，一夜之间我们变成了陌生人
每个人都有自己的秘密，我不告诉你，并不是我不信任你
而是我不想看见你为我担心，经常问起我的状况
你知道的事情比任何人都还来得多，包括J和GC的事情
如果我不把你当成我最好的朋友，我又何必告诉你事情的全部

虽然我知道有你们的关心我会好得更快
就因为你们这样的举动我会觉得我自己很没用，整天只会让你们担心我
医生说我必须忌食，直到情况稳定，这已成为事实，我无法改变一切
最终我依然选择不告诉你，你要说我自私我也无所谓
五年的友谊，难道就因为这件事情就使到我们连朋友也做不成吗？
那几厘米的距离，我们却一句话也没说，各忙各的

如果你继续选择如此狠心，我也无话可说了
我只想告诉你，如果有一天你需要我的时候，我依然会陪在你身边

♥

Interact Farewell ♥

2011-07-26T00:45:00.000-07:00

1st Avenue Red Box "Party Room" 22/07/2011, 6 pm until 12 am :)

Enjoyed the farewell and I appreciate it very much !!

Group photo! =)

Form4's members ")

Form6's Interactors and Mariaaa :)

Beloved teacher advisor, Mr.Teoh Ck

Three outgoing committee <3

Incoming President, Lim Jin Young! =D

Yong Sheng :)

霍霍霍霍霍霍霍~ Zhi Ren, the champion of the competition =)

Jo Xin :)

Yoon Wei *always push my head ><''

Jin Way, top student in my school =)

Chang Shun :)

Hohoho.. Shiin Yiing :)

Maria, from Spain ♥

Brandon Wee!! ")

Loong Goa :)

Daryl Lee Wei Zhung, the 'tallest' one :p

Xu En, one of the organizer ")

Shu Ning *I love her voice so muchhhh!!

Thankyouu!! ♥♥

P/s : Nothing much to say, just wanna wish all the members all the best and happy always. Don't forget about me when doing any project, i'll come back and support you all if i make it :) HEHS Interact Club the best!

过客？知己？

2011-07-15T07:05:00.000-07:00

你忙你的我忙我的

你口口声声说不忙但我却常常看你在那儿忙东忙西的

我以为你说过的一切都是真的

我始终看不见你曾经说过你会给我的专属微笑

我知道你所说的一切都只是在安慰我好让我振作起来
我不怪你因为我知道那一切都只是我自作多'情'
我必须承认我是个孤僻的怪人

有人也曾经告诉过我不是他们不了解我而是我根本没给机会他们真正了解我

也许说一句“有事情可以来找我啊、我一直都会在你身边、闷的时候可以找我聊天” 很简单，连小孩子也说得出口，但之后呢？又有几个真正可以做得到

我不能怪谁，为了学业为了心仪对象为了不被友人误会等等理由而忘了曾经对我说过的话，这一切就只能怪我自己在你心中只不过是个过客

我还傻傻以为我找到了一个真正了解我在我有需要的时候会帮助我的知心知己

但我错的也许我们太久没聊天彼此的代沟就这样产生了

在这个阶段友情对我来说的确比爱情来得重要
虽然我知道我错过的实在太多了但我还是告诉自己必须专注于课业
没有谁会永远等着谁是人的都会喊累的一天
在错的时间遇到对的人难免会有些遗憾但我知道这一切都是值得的

我想要的不多在我需要人陪需要一个肩膀依靠的时候有个知心朋友在身边那就够了

我承认我很自私但我的要求不多我只希望我能在你面前卸下那个假面具把想说的一切都说出来讲我骂我都无所谓只要你想知道的我都会告诉你因为我真的把你当作是我的好朋友

真正的朋友不须常见面只要需要他一定会在那里

真正的朋友就是当你蒙蔽了所有人的眼睛他也能看穿你真实的样子和心底的痛楚

我何必如此在意只因为你不再是我生命里的一个过客

也许你不这么想我也不会打扰你

GC. 我知道你永远不会浏览我的部落格我也只能在这里期盼我们还有机会坐在那里聊天 :)

断 • 续

2011-06-10T10:02:00.000-07:00

我只想找个人聊天，难道真的有那么困难吗？我要的不是聆听者，坐在那里静静的不出声在听我唠叨，我是希望有个人能够骂醒我，告诉我接下来的路该怎么走。

I can do everything, but I may not be the best at everything! Maybe I should get away and far away :(

我心情不好的时候不喜欢说话

我喜欢一个人站在窗边望着远处发呆

我喜欢一个人安安静静不需要安慰

我喜欢一个人毫无目的的走着

我喜欢一个人重复听着同样的旋律摘自{♥}

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我沉默，并不代表我难过。

我慢慢学会了沉默，试着想把你的影子摆脱，或许我就不再难过。

不同的人，为我做着同样的事情，我会感到天壤之别，是因为我太在意，在意的并不是那人做的事，而是在意做事的那个人。我在乎曾经拥有，我更在乎天长地久。
如果不曾拥有，那又哪来的天长地久？要怪就怪我太愚蠢，以为时间能证明一切，怎知是时间改变一切，改变了你的态度，你的热诚，你的决心。

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大哭一场，果然不是我的风范。偶尔想起伤心事流下几滴眼泪，这也是在所难免的。
但我开始累了，厌倦了一切，好想躺在床上永远不再起身。但我知道，根本没必要为了一点小事而放弃现在所拥有的一切，因为还有很多事情等着我去完成。这只不过是人生中的一个转折点，往后还有更多事情需要我去扛我去承担，如果我连这丁点小事儿也解决不了，那我以后该如何在社会上立足！

**** ** **

“最好的报复并不是毁掉一个人，更不是毁掉自己，而是过得比他们都幸福和快乐”

每个人都不喜欢等待，但却偏偏一直在等待，等待着愿望实现的那一天。谁又会知道，上帝早已安排了一切。不属于你的，终究还是会离开你；属于你的，最终还是会回到你身边。难过是必然的，但千万别自甘堕落。有些时候我曾想过要放弃一切，但我还是会给自己一些坚持下去的理由，因为我相信，身旁还有一群一直支持我的朋友。他们一定会让我的生活过得更充实、更美好。

** ** **

我习惯了伪装，就只有这样才能显得我开心我不难过。
就因为我说了一句“我不知道”，我失去了所有的权威，我失去了你们对我的信任。那时候的我真的快要崩溃了，还来不及让我解释整件事情的来龙去脉，一切早已成定居。我无法失去那一切，因为那些都是我含辛茹苦得来的成果。我不甘心，我舍不得就这样放弃了那一切！我不否认我是个非常极端的人，总是往不好的方面去向，我不能怪谁，因为这一切都是我一手造成的。
请别在我还没完全接受事实前提起这件事情，后果将会不堪设想。

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佩儒
我喜欢听你唱歌，因为你唱得实在太好听了，你是唯一一个在唱歌的时候总让我回想起以前的事情，尤其是你在唱苏打《无眠》的时候，我的泪水一定会忍不住往下流。哈哈！你的消息都是丽香告诉你的，看你平时酷酷的，想不到你竟然会走过来问我有没有事和那些有的没的，我真的好感动。
丽香
你的消息最灵通，上一分钟我在活动时发生的事情，下一分钟你就传了短讯给我。我真的不知道该如何回复你，因为我真的从未想过竟然有人会关心我在乎我。我还记得，每当我唱徐若萱《爱笑的眼睛》的时候都会逗你和佩儒笑到不想继续再听，因为在chorus的时后我总是飘不起高音 XD
子雯
我知道你是个现实的小女孩，长大之后希望嫁个有钱人当少奶奶，哈哈！谢谢你在自己的部落格里写了篇专属我的帖子，我真的很感动。也许你还不知道我发生了某些事情，但我还是非常感激你。我尝试努力，我一定会过得比你更快乐的 :)
志权
学会发生的事情都传开了，但我真的没想到你竟然会跑来告诉我你担心我，最让我意想不到的是你说了几句我的眼眶就开始红了，幸亏我跑得快，否则我的丑样一定会被大家看到的。哈哈，不必担心我啦，担心你自己比较好吧 ;)
无时无刻陪在我身边默默支持我的人，谢谢你们 ♡
谢谢你们一直陪在我身边，当我伤心难过时都会第一时间来安慰我，我们永远都是好姐妹，好兄妹。请原谅我，有时候我并不是不想告诉你们，只是不想让你们担心所以宁愿把所有事情收在心里。

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男人总爱缠上骚婆，进不了厨房，至少出得了厅堂，样子不怎么样，就只因为她的前凸后翘又或则是她那惹人怜爱的撒娇方式，只要她把妆化得厚一点像戴上假面具似的，就能在朋友面前展现出她最“美”的一面了。大多数的男人都爱面子，甚至面子比命更重要。

女人总爱缠上有钱仔，不必工作在家当少奶奶等佣人服侍，全身上下都是名牌，逛街买东西不必看价钱，并且还可以在朋友面前炫耀，好让全世界都知道她男友多富有多“上流”，所谓：佛靠金装，女人靠的其实是嫁妆。

我知道并不是百分百的男人女人都像我所说的，你可以不同意我的说法，但必须承认你身边就是围绕着这些人！请勿对座入号，谢谢。

P/s: 由于家庭关系加上私人问题，我的情绪失调，说了一些有的没的。
不赞同，请自便，我无怨无悔 :)

冲啊！

2011-05-08T06:51:00.000-07:00

那种的感觉我习惯了

一个人搭巴士回家上上下下了那么多乘客却没有一个是我认识的

一个人到戏院看电影身旁坐着的却是一对甜蜜的情侣

一个人吃着巧克力蛋糕味道却不是甜的

一个人逛街看到了路人甲乙丙丁心情却顿时变得好寂寞

我哥大学放假回来了时间过得真的好快

糊里糊涂的一年又过了

17年里无可否认我的付出不比家人朋友来得多

她说得没错，或许我是时候该为我的前途拼了。

我希望我是能的，加油 :)

冲啊~ 冲啊~

唐禹哲-灰色河堤

2011-05-06T22:33:00.000-07:00

我们的爱情在几天后结束了

那是一段比任何人都短的恋爱

短到没有时间多说一句话

X天不长不短

用一辈子忘记刚刚好

♥

祝我生日快乐 =)

2011-03-21T07:25:00.000-07:00

农历新年（PART 2）

2011-02-06T00:56:00.000-08:00

I like the effect although it's quite dark.

Start to play by myself. 碰! ... 吃! ..

Hope that i can get good results in SPM. "中"头奖 (straight As)=D

Huat ahhhh! XDD

Like this!! Does she look 'yam'? =P

They look alike? two cutieee <3

Know the different? HAHAHA =P

♥♥

Grandma is waiting for the 孙媳妇茶 XDD

It's time to eat. Steamboat!! :)

童年的时光，今后只能回味

农历新年（PART 1）

2011-02-05T22:32:00.000-08:00

"Gandma's room" I got the feeling! Back to 1980s XD

Reunion dinner with family and relatives <3

Three sisters =)

Brother and I =D

Gandma and cousin sisters :)

Mahjong Mahjong! I'm addicted to it ♥♥

I'm the NEWBIE! Aunt and Huiting teach me how to play =D

Stay tuned for the next post!

Keong Hee Huat Zai to everyonee ♥

Bii - 迷路

2011-01-18T00:04:00.000-08:00

相同的梦全都是你

它夜夜提醒我嘲笑自己的脆弱

记得吗两个人的爱情

就算失去一切也不后悔

再也没有为谁担心

你还在我心里留在过去

你给过的温柔我留着变成痛

我爱你才迷路怎么走找不到尽头

你拥抱了自由我拥有了寂寞

学不会放弃假装忘记你好难

相同的梦全都是你

它夜夜提醒我嘲笑自己的脆弱

记得吗两个人的爱情

就算失去一切也不后悔

再也没有为谁担心

你还在我心里留在过去

你给过的温柔我留着变成痛

我爱你才迷路怎么走找不到尽头

你拥抱了自由我拥有了寂寞

学不会放弃假装忘记你好难

你给过的温柔我留着变成痛

我爱你才迷路怎么走找不到尽头

你幸福了没有我也只能问候

你不属于我我要忘记你好难

你我。

2011-01-01T03:02:00.000-08:00

我不会食言，我曾经答应过你的事情。

当初你选择继续等待，我却傻傻以为我能改变你，原来是我错了。

我需要的是时间，让时间冲谈一切。

几天，几月，还是几年？连我自己也不晓得。

凌晨三点钟，我又失眠了 :(

The End

2010-12-29T07:58:00.000-08:00

你不值得我为你哭泣，只是在无法控制下掉落了几滴泪水。
奇迹出现了，却又在那短短几天后消失了。我知道我说好要送你的那份礼物，现在对你来说不再有任何意义。它们不可能再凑成一对，因为它们原本就不是一对。我曾经说过对你不会有太大的期望，原来这一切都只是在自欺欺人。几天的回忆，既然能使我如此痛楚。重复看了又看，始终不愿删除你发的信息。我才发现，我只是你找来的代替品。
我说过的话，从没反悔过。你不会看见我写的这一切，我相信。We still budd, Forever!

42nd District Interact Conference

2010-12-09T06:31:00.000-08:00

Royale Bintang Resort at Seremban. 3/12/2010 until 5/12/2010

Honestly, the section was freaking bored until we fall asleep! But at last Jessy Wong decide to play Truth or Dare. I'm the unlucky one but I enjoyed the games :) In addition to say out the truth, I also must find a male from other state to kiss his name tag without told each other this is a game. Wth! The second time, I must said "You make me so hot!" infront of MingHwang. Damn it but luckily he cooperate with me, thanks guyy :) ♥

It's my name tag, did you know me? HAHAHA xD

Gavin Ong and Darren Chin *Waves to Clhs' vice president & ICC's President =D

Chaiwei and Alice *as known as Alice in the Wonderland =D

(Ignore the guy xD) Jessy Wong and Sylvia *Hip-hop dancers =D

Daryl and Junshiang *The crazy Interactors =D

ShinYiing & Nicholas Goh aka Sonu Goh :)

Sonu Singhhhhh :)

Rishen Kumar *the break dancer :)

I'm the representative of Heng Ee for going up the stage to take the cert :)

Heng Ee's Interact Club <3 :)

Group photo 1 ❤

Group photo 2 ❤

Group photo 3 ❤

Group photo 4 ❤

Group photo 5 ❤

Group photo 6 ❤

Joker time! >.<

Penangites went to room 1037 after Formal Night *The one who get the punishment was me.

Tea bag, coffee, balacan, sugar, creamer & munchies in the drink, somemore add some twisties. Yuckss! We played until 3am then only go back to our room :)

The last day, all steam steam because we lack of sleep last night :P

After lunch we went back to Penang from Seremban around 2pm. During the journey i felt very tired because yesterday i just slept for 3 hours. Seriously, I miss D.I.C alot!

3/11/2010

2010-11-23T00:10:00.000-08:00

New Generation Award held at Traders Hotel on 3rd of November. Had a presentation with Roger, Interact president of 08/09. At last, we won the 1st Runner-Up.

Group photos with Mr.Teoh and President of Rotary club =D

Jinway & Yoonwei *Ignore my hair, I had change my hairstyle now :)

Dark and Bright.

Presidents of 2008'2009'2010 - Do Re Mi :)

♥ ♥

By the way, I really miss the time when I wore the blazer with school logo. So bad i can't be prefect anymore. HAHA :) Mr.Teoh, Cheekuan, Jinway, Yoonwei, Brandon and I went to Penang Bowl and midnight movie on the next day. It's really fun and i love them so much. Lastly, wish them good luck in SPM =D Interact Club of Heng Ee are the best in my heart =X

忍受

2010-11-21T06:37:00.000-08:00

我的双脚受了伤，那阵剧痛，确实让我痛得生不如死。我忍了将近一个小时，由于害怕耽误时间因此我决定继续往前冲，那时的我真的好累好累，好想直接躺在马路中间等待圣约翰救伤队的来临。眼看着我那双洁白的袜子染上了鲜血，好恐怖好恶心。不知过了多久我开始感觉不到我的双脚，或许是痛到麻木了吧。最终我还是能在限定时间内完成，但由于某些原因而无法获得奖牌，我虽败犹荣。丽香，一路有你的陪伴，一起看日出，我就满足了 :D

**我不在意，但也不免有些失落。又有谁会来安慰我，我知道只是我在异想天开 =(

回忆 ● 过去

2010-11-18T20:53:00.000-08:00

有些事情，不知道总比好过知道。

当我得知其实我们并非一般朋友，但却又不是超越朋友界限的，而是堂堂正正拥有血缘关系的亲戚。当时的我没想得太多，只是我们变得冷漠。三年的情感，花了好久好久才能平复我的心情。

我在某间广场偶然遇见了你，你在那儿工作。奇迹的是你竟然认得我并和我打招呼，我停顿了好几秒才醒悟，这原来不是一场梦。你依然没变，还是当初那个帅气的他，只是变得成熟高大。我当然也不会忘记你在评估考试中获得佳绩，现在就读于CL名校。想一想，我们已经近接3年没见面了。

多么希望回到从前，要怪就怪我太傻太天真。没关系，以后大把日子能遇见你这个亲戚。哈哈 =D

GoodLuck ")

2010-10-29T06:52:00.001-07:00

Cheekuan Yoonwei Jinway Roger Weisan Loonggoa Jackson Leelin Pheiying Stella

Pheiyyun Renhui Innching Ginhui Shiemay

Henwiy Yujie Ruoyun Eanlee Karseng Jason Yangfang

Form 5 & 6's interactors, volleyball teammates and beloved friends, all the best for your future undertaking. Nothing much to say, just hope that we all still can gathering together somedays :) Jiayouu ♥

I promise I will fulfill my duty as a normal + hyperactive student, but not PSD :)

2010-10-10T02:01:00.000-07:00

想哭就哭，想笑就笑，根本没必要去避忌那些无关紧要的一切。

我好怀念，独自一人坐在沙滩上却显得有点孤单的感觉。

凌晨2am，我又落枕了。

无题

2010-10-04T01:25:00.000-07:00

写了又删，删了又写，我何时变得如此约束。兜兜转转，始终必须回到原点。

我认识了一个几乎接近完美的他，我知道他在我心中只是一名过客。我不难过，因为他即将与我的好友展开一段美好旅程。他们每晚通话到夜宵，可他却坚持让她睡着后再挂掉。以前的我非常憎恨富家子，他们以为持着百万财产在手就可以自以为是，钱是他老爸老妈的血汗钱哪会得来此易啊。现在我慢慢地改观了，原来这世上还有那么谦虚善良的富家子，或许是我的见识少时机未到。

我不会没有明天，我的明天还有我自己。我常常以微笑来掩饰我的悲伤，目的不是让大家显得我非常委屈伟大，而是我不想大家了解得太多关心得太多，害怕过于依赖会造成伤害。不管多少泪水多少伤害，我始终愿意等待一个不存在的他。未满18的我竟然会想些这么无耻的事情，也许我应该开始试着控制自己的心灵。

反反复复地听着同一首歌同一个旋律，却不由自主的落下了泪水。在错的时机遇见了你，这早已命中注定，我无可否认 =(

2010-10-02T07:13:00.000-07:00

崩溃当中，请勿打扰 :(
原来这一切都不是梦而是我不够坚强去面对

Rotary weekly meeting

2010-09-18T06:03:00.000-07:00

Went to Traders Hotel with Roger and Mr.Foong yesterday. I felt so nervous when i saw the screen shown 'Rotary Club weekly meeting' because this was the first time attend this kind of meeting but Roger already is the third time :(

By the way, Interact club of Hehs, Clhs, PFS, HanChiang is under Rotary Club of Penang too. Guang Ming's reporter Miss Lai and others also attended this meeting. I talked not more than 20 sentences to the Rotarian because i know my english was poor but atleast i smiled to them sweetly and they were welcome us to attend this meeting too.

Around 8pm we sang the National anthem together before they gave a speech. After that, the hand-over ceremony was started with Roger and the current president of Rotary club of Penang, Tan Boon Hoe to representing Rotary to pass the donation to representative of Shan Children Home.

Most of the rotarian was so rich because they have a super-duper high position in their company, such as Physician, Doctor, Lawyers and so on. I really admire them so much because they really done well on their jobs. Hope that i can do so :)

Steven Soon, one of the Rotarian. He really is a friendly, handsome and gentle guy but so badly he already 30++ years old. XD Roger keep introduced me to the rotarian because i'm the incoming president. Well, next year is my turns to talk, said good luck to me!! :)

我还记得

2010-09-15T22:20:00.000-07:00

还记得　五年前的某一天

当众被人狠狠地刮下了那一巴掌

那时候的感受　没有任何人比我更清楚

就因为你一时冲动和那无理取闹的个性

你身边那一群朋友　一个接一个的离你而去了

现代年轻人常常挂在嘴边说 “好心没好报”

这一点我并不否认　因为我也是过来人

撮合你们的是我　被你们挨骂当笨蛋的也是我

还记得　那时候的我

早已忍无可忍　甚至想把你的醜事传告天下

但是最终我还是放弃了　毕竟你还是我的朋友

多一个敌人　不如多一个朋友

P/S: 事先声明　我并不是在扮伟大装委屈

还记得　一个月前的某一天

我们在商场上碰面了　虽然只是擦肩而过的一瞬间　

你也不忘的狠狠瞪我一眼　或许这就是我们沟通的方式

我知道　你憎恨我当初没向你道歉

可是我没犯错　没有必要向你低头认错

我明白　富贵人家的千金确实喜欢听别人对自己的赞美

而不是像我一样　直话直说的教训你所犯下的错误

还记得　你的行为举止是多么另人憎恨的

小小年纪就变成那副德性　真替你父母担心啊

哪怕是你要天上的星星　天堂的仙桃　必定会有人摘下送你

或许　这就是有钱人与穷光蛋的差别

不再多说　我好害怕明天的遭遇

我还记得　那美好童年的时光　全被你给糟蹋了
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Led Watch

2010-09-05T04:09:00.000-07:00

The design is ultra minimalist and almost looks just like a bracelet. Watches are quite reflective of a person's personality. The Faceless Watch has LED situated between the links within the bracelet and when it is a certain time, it simply glows in order to reveal time in numbers. The watches will soon be available and would be manufactured in silver.

"The Led Watch without a Face"

*Perhaps it would be very hard process, study hard to make dreams come true! :)

Youth Jam'10

2010-09-04T07:35:00.000-07:00

Penang Largest Merdeka Youth Carnival 2010

Venue: Penang Times Square Date: 30/8,31/8 Time: 10am until 12 midnight

♥ Sally, Amanda, Meixian

Youth Jam'10 volunteer :)

Yikwen and Khuiching

Caleb and Chorngjiunn

Someone sleeping, Someone kena bullying xD

Slamdunk competition *The winner is JianEe (Hehs)

We are Slamdunk volunteer!! :)

Meet new friends especially slamdunk's volunteer and photographer. Thanks to someone for the drinks because i successfull to shoot in the ball. HaHaa =D
Youth Jam'11, wait me ♥

陌路

2010-08-31T01:12:00.000-07:00

继续挣扎我只会变得更糊涂

继续挣扎我只会变得更盲目

继续挣扎我只会变得更痛苦

我知道你知道其实我们早已走到陌路

被淋湿的诺言或许是你欺骗我的谎言

问候得太多笑容不会重来

假设得太多过去不会复活

我不屑纪念一切的一切都只是梦魇

I'm Back :)

2010-08-17T15:43:00.000-07:00

My blog is dead since a few month ago. In fact, what i busy actually?

Nothing gonna said about my homeworks, worst like a tones of rubbish in side my exercise books. Teachers was always scolded me not qualified to be a monitor *You can set me anytime, i don't care it anymore.

Additional Maths and Modern Maths, God bless me pleaseee =D

Interact Club

2010-08-15T16:40:00.000-07:00

Nowadays, I dislike people called me President without any reason =(

I'm just an ordinary human being who wore a pair of thick-framed glasses.

Thanks to the ex-president Roger for given me this super-duper Big Surprise!

Form5 and form6's members, keep in on and JiaYous on studies.

Visited old folks home with interactors =D

Stella, Andrinna, Mx and Lishan ♥

2010-06-17T22:12:00.000-07:00

Amanda bought me to her house for photo shooting at nearby jetty Pulau Jerejak somewhere else. I love the grassland but so bad have a lot of small insects. Damn!

Senny Lim, Shuen Yen, Ester Soon Ying Zhen, Chaiwei Ong, Yan Chien Chern & Arron Lim be the models of today. Well, the photographer still was the top blogger Amanda, Kwang Min Xiang, Yiphing Lim and Kenny Chun.

Sometimes the photographers became the models also. Hahaaa XD

Although i be the assistant photographer, but i still captured some nice photos too. I don't have a DSLR, so that can't upgrade soon XD

Just took a look. Without mine's. Some will upload next time :)

More photos please kindly visit http://tsuwen.com/ & http://www.mxdoing.com/

Senny Lim, the sweet model :D

Shuen Yen, the top model and poser :D

Shuen Yen and Ester, the lovely friends :D

Arron Lim, the future dentist in Penang :D

I like their professional photographing skills. The Digital SLR too :)

One of the guy when talking on phone, he said me as 小妹妹. Height can't decide everything okayy? Well, I will forgive him soon. Lol

I hope still got chance to follow them go out, with my dear friends too. Would you? Without DSLR, we still have the nice quality camera ^^

Alone.

2010-06-15T01:43:00.000-07:00

I love to talking nonsense nowadays. Actually what I'm still waiting for?

I accepted your gone, since one year ago.

Someone telling me that you'll wait for me the next day, if the sun rise from western

Broken dreams took everything, it just can never have tomorrow.

Close to me like my sisters or brothers *I love that feeling

Something happened on yesterday, somewhere else swelling and inflammation.

It's such a fool. I hate myself when I swear on you. Wtf

"I can't escape, my heart will break, cause I made a stupid mistake"

Gareth Gates - Anyone of us (Stupid Miastake)

2010-06-02T16:38:00.000-07:00

Special to you, Mr Oh Seong Weng ♥'

Miss you alots! Your lovely voice and the super-duper high trousers.

Knew that you such a nice person although you became a discipline teacher :D

*KKGuan said: Mr Peter Oh aka Mr. Potato x)

When I talking non-stop, you called my name.

When I dreaming, you called my name.

When I smiling, you called my name.

When I sleeping, you knock my desk and said DON'T SLEEP!

You are the only teacher who everytime called my name on English lesson.

Boys and girls took picture with him :)

Class AJKs :D

Me and teacher ")

Peiru,Shuying and Lixiang

Me and Peiru :D

Sueyee and Czevern

Niceee? Our work xD

Somebody draw it *i likeyy <3

2010-04-30T05:44:00.000-07:00

Went to Penang Shan Children Home with Interact committee, Mr. William & Mr.Teoh

Guang-Ming Ribao's reporter and photographer pay a visits too ;D

I felt very pity to those children who loss their parents since smaller *We're blessed.

The area was remote and we used around 45 minutes only reached there

Therefore, Interact Club decided to raise fund to purchase school van for them.

Date : 5th of May 2010 until 6th of July 2010

Venue : Lotus Privilege Car Wash Centre (Next to UMNO Building, Macalister Road)

Time : 9 am until 5pm

Each coupon costs RM10.00 only

*SMJK Heng Ee's interactors will be going there to wash car on 6th of July.

Support us and help those child. Kindly leave a message in chatbox if you're interested :)

Thanks Mr. Teoh told me the things. I will think consider what I should do now.

Perhaps now? I promised ♥

2010-04-27T00:36:00.000-07:00

AMANDA HEAH, this post especially just for you (:

Said goodbye to you and we will miss you always, hope someday can hang out together.

You make alot of new friends at Phor Tay, but don't forget us har! Friends Forever ;D

Four of us.

Dalat International School no.7

Old pictures! XD

America Boys Choir :)

2010-04-17T02:26:00.000-07:00

“弘情宏愿华乐演奏会” 16/4/10

Duty for whole day included when they dress rehearsal (8am until 11pm)

Many schools' Orchestra Cina member was required to attend,

Such as SMK ChungLing, Pcghs, Jit Sin, ChungLing Butterworth, Union, Sacred Heart and so on.

Interact Club, KPA, KRS & YE member are available too.

Amanda felt not well and go back earlier, hope she'll get well soon (:

For more photos please kindly visits HERE!

School principle Mr.Goh and the VIPs

7 Interactors =D

The perfect ending ^____^

2010-04-15T00:57:00.000-07:00

Kejohanan Bola Tampar MSSPP U-18

Competition held in Dalat International School. *love there so much!

Seriously,we do not done well although we still get medals.

Congratulation to our boy's team. The champion!!

Lets photo's talk *captured by InnChing, the photographer (:

Yeahh. we did it ;D

Three cha bor x)

What happen to them? *see behind xP

The gold's medal is minee!! XD

Short hair. The strict school T.T

The shoes ; The nicer

Our teacher adviser aka my math teacher =)

HengEe one point. HengEe os os os ^^

2010-04-04T03:23:00.000-07:00

Sorry readers, I was elected as a rebello for the U-18 MSSPP.

Felt lazy to change the previous post that i wrote on 27March 2010 *sighhh

Anyway, thankyouu for given me the sweet miracle ♥

Heng Ee's volleyball U-15 rocks ;D

2010-04-02T05:10:00.000-07:00

夜间七时正天空逐渐灰暗

吹起阵阵凉风绵绵细雨迎刃而来

流泪了是在安慰自己

流泪了还是在嘲笑自己

我不想却被逼着再想

那熟悉的背影顿时变得好陌生

心不再痛却扑通扑通地在跳

或许那只是我正常的生理

再见到你微笑的那一刻

我心中早已抛开那些烦恼

逼自己不再直望最终我办到了

拼命改变自己

只因为我不想再成为以前那失败的我

我成功了一半另一半仍在努力中

我愿意你未必接受

你愿意我未必答应

只因为一切来得太突然

再见亦是朋友！！

{ 寂寞' '放手 }

2010-03-29T23:46:00.000-07:00

~~Whatthefcuk. Shuttup the biches~~
If you want then I let you do the post. Can get more higher marks. LOL

I don't care about that, because I'm tired right now!

I've lil bit timid, but don't let me tolerate and report to teacher what you did before.

Still got 8 months to stay at there. I have no idea how i can alive! ><

Friends will know who I'm talking about right? =D

I love rainy day ; I love to sit besides the window ♥

2010-03-27T22:52:00.000-07:00

Early knew that I won't be chosen for U-18 MSSPP.

But i still will training harder so that won't let ahsir disappointed against.

Miss Saw Hiang aka my Modern Math teacher, is volleyball's teacher adviser *I'm so surprised on it!

She was active and crazy like hell when training, but her skill not bad too XP

Get all sucks results today. Failed three subject =(

I have tried, but not satisfied!!

2010-03-27T04:28:00.000-07:00

They are so sweeet. Is that called t r u e l o v e ?

I jealous because I hope somebody can besides me and care me.

Unfortunately, I don't even has a chance before Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM)

It's for my own good. So that i can concentrate in exam ;D

Friends keep asking about my relationship status *What I should answer?!

I'm in a relationship with Juxian who study at Union High School XP

Honestly, single life still belongs to me =]

*Please don't changed decision at last minute. DAMNNN!!

2010-03-25T00:25:00.000-07:00

Kinda lazy to update my blog. Full of activities.

Looking forwards for this Saturday, IU Day at YMCA (12.30-4.30pm) ♥

Last Friday went to Queensbay photo shooting. Amanda is the photographer!

She helped us carried our bags. Pity her XD

Lishan, Sally, Gracy, Suvan & Amanda. Thanks to them for accompany me =]

P/S: *Happy Birthday to JianHong. My form 1's best friend =D

2010-03-21T10:25:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to me. I'm 16 years old now! =D

Yesterday went to Gurney with friends, night attended my aunt's housewarming party.

Thanks my dear friends for the wishes. Especially them x)

My sweet sixteen. Wish my dream come true!

2010-03-16T01:26:00.000-07:00

Once again be a photographer on this Thursday and Saturday.

Attend my aunt's housewarming party. By the way, celebrate my birthday too ;D

Early in the morning until middle of night ==

Sleep more, Rest more so that can Eat more, Play more *winks

Stay tuned for my next update! =)

2010-03-14T01:15:00.000-08:00

我决定我不再想了

一年前的我不想改变一年后的我努力改变

天与地东与西总是隔离得太远

我明白了失去后的感受

我不痛苦我不难过因为我在早已习惯

掩饰成了我的面具

放不下忘不了不是我专属的借口

她条件比我好得很

也难怪那所谓的一切会发生

胡思乱想只因为我不想再继续勉强

荒唐的理由不停漂浮

但我否认我曾经对你说过的不是事实

离开不是解脱对我来说是换来泪水的笑脸

那天拼命寻找

原来只是我一时的冲动

在一瞬间日记里的名字消失了

*~~请别对号入座~~*

颓废'本人 {♥}

2010-03-12T05:21:00.000-08:00

Finally, the exam was over!! ;D

I can't imagine that what results I will get in 1A exam. Especially Add Math, Account & Sejarah.

Monday

First day exam first paper is Additional Math *whatthef. Keep doing the exercise until the middle of night, but I knew that my results still very bad LOL I meet 3D's friends who go to afternoon section, miss them so much. They changed alot but still very friendly i think* (:

Tuesday

"What qualities will you look for in your future husband or wife?" One of the title for Bi essay competition, got people wanna to wrote he want a thin thin tall tall and have many money eh wife XD. "Friends" another title for the essay too, my friends asked teacher whether can wrote chinese lyrisc inside the essay or not, teacher just smile and walk away. "朋友一生一起走那些日子不再有..." =D

Wednesday

No assembly, because today is examination day XD Stayed at class studying with friends, laughed non-stop because somebody keep talking the nonsense. I can't concentrate anymore so I went to office find Ms.SawHiang chit chatting. HAHA

Thursday

My friends came back to school for taking their Spm results. Congratulation to them who get good results especially Shin Yiing 10As and Gaik Theng 8As *thebelovedfriend. Many of friends became so pretty and handsome because they had dry their hair and it's longer and longer XP I will do it the same after graduate!! =)

Friday

Stomach pain and nearly fainted in office. But luckily teacher gave me medicine if not I really can't continue my studies and having the exam. I couldn't finish my account DAMN. 40 marks just fly away because i wrote the unbalance account and haven't fill it in the blank T.T Before school dismiss LFL catch me because i'm not wearing my tie and socks problem again. Well, just forgot it!

I'm getting tired and nobody else willing to wake me up =(

2010-02-27T19:25:00.000-08:00

We are unstoppable, We are unbeatable, We are Team P.. ♥

Once again be assistant leader, all Silas Teh's fault *Booooo. My team leader is ZiZhen from Clhs, younger than me one year but kept bully-ing me. LOL ;D

I was splashing water by amanda and other people because my group lose some of the station game. My shirts and pants all wet, but it's nice and cool HAHA. We are the first team found all the clues while treasure hunt.*Woohoo XD but we did not get any prices because final round we already loss, all team members after turn 10 laps was so faint and the ground very slippery so we walk very slow *not including me XD

Back to HQ bathed and ready for our dinner, we throw the shampoo here and there in the bathroom. At first I was not so happy because can't sit with school's friends and chit-chat, all must sit according to the group. The ZZ leader sit with their friends , all were hip-hop and break dance guys. LOL* But luckily he still knew come back awhile. HAHA

Performances time. The three guys from my school, I love their dance so much ;D but at last Clhs get the best performance because they got two items. Before back, OC given the best team and best male & female member's prizes. I felt so shock when heard my name. Wenxin, Zz and I also get the best member, HAHA.

P/s: I'm looking forward the Clhs's campfire, the dancers, the supporter ;D

Early in the morning !! @.@

Team P- Unstoppable Rocks.

Zizhen, Team leaderrr.

More photos will be upload after the "cameraman" gave me.Stay Tuned ;D

2010-02-22T00:29:00.000-08:00

[ I'm not using the high quality of camera or Dslr, so it's abit blur ]

Played pop pop with cousins, we seem like a child. HAHA

But, IT'S FUN ")

They keep perli me too shortt, and call me eat xxx will become taller =X

Whatever lah, the most important is happyyy go luckyy.

Examination around the corner. But i haven't prepare anything yet *LOL

I can't promise because i know i can't do it.

But I will try my best and done well in the exam paper, Gooodluckk ;D

7.2.2010*

Juxian and Meixian. *Thanks for the birthdayyy present. Iloveittt ♥

Best friends forever, BFF :)

By the way, STPM's results come out on 25th of Feb

Good Luck to my brother and his friends.

2010-02-16T01:36:00.000-08:00

I NEED MONEY MONEY MONEY!!

Congratulation to my friend. Missyanda ;D

Hope you'll cherish all the moment with K. Don't be so 'ginakia' dy lah xP

Anyway, wish you Happy CNY & Happy Valentine's Day

Who can give me more angpao? Lack of moneyyy. I will thank you so much ")

Drink wine to intoxicate. Booooooooo*

Nothing special for my CNY, it's too boring lah weyy =X

2010-02-14T04:28:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day to all Beloved friends ;D

" Ich mochte nur ein besserer freund als Liebhaber zu tun "

Last but not least.

Be the stranger, be the pedestrians.

♥

2010-02-12T00:19:00.000-08:00

No moreeeeee! xD

I don't like that kind of relationship.Damn it *never ever

when need my help only find me, who you're? the'genius' Boooo.

I ain't perfect, but I ain't a rubbish!

' Till ' is a guy from German, he joined the exchange program and came to my school.

He went to different classes to learn different subject. LOL

Till quite famous in my class *especially her = =

Ich vermisses dich, der einzige = I miss you, the only ♥

2010-02-02T01:52:00.000-08:00

I'm so scary, what will going to happen on tomorrow.

but nevermind, they will besides me right ? :)

This few days I really not in the mood, something affect me ==

Crying in the middle of night, looks at the shining star.

Hugging pillow while sleeping, it's so warm *but i prefer teddybear ;D

♥

2010-01-28T21:06:00.000-08:00

Christmas Eve at Gurney n' Ghotel

Sorry late updated, here's the pictures took on that day *non-edited except words

Lene & Shueh Lynn

JuneKee & Nike

me ; myself

The Dslr's owner/Photographer
Qianhui'Lene♥

2010-01-24T00:46:00.000-08:00

Finally I laughed at school, played with friends (:
Everyday busy for Tuition, Homework & Co-curriculum *DAMNIT
I give up somebody but I get back somebody too, Blahhh!
You're always my mui, theonlyone ♥

TheBlogger.

2010-01-21T00:49:00.000-08:00

Don't know why almost everyday I'll will suddenly cried without any reason

Especially when teacher teaching in class

Silent place for me, Fresh air for me, Friends please give back to me too :(

Try to accept the truth, wish them be nice in heaven.

Who can accompany me go to somewhere else? I just need a listeners.

Seriously, I love last year 3D class more than this year 4m3.

Emo-ing again *whatthefcuk!

2010-01-17T23:30:00.000-08:00

Yesterday 3pm, my friends told me that Chung Ling Dragon Boat mishap.
When I heard the news, I was shocked
At that time, rescue teams were only found the teacher's dead body
But an hour later, Jason's body was found under a boat not far from the shore *fell in tears
Leo Club President of Clhs, Jason Ch'ng are always the best ♥
I sms Cheng Hao but the message didn't delivered, my mind keep asking where are you now?!
*I still want go to Monkey beach with you and friends leh, keep thinking negative things >.<
In the end you reply me prove that you're all right, Thankgod so much :)

Persist until the end !!
Four dead body was found today, Yi Zhang, Brendon, Zi Jun, Yong Xiang
Rest in Peace..

The Newest : http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/1/18/nation/20100118093525&sec=nation

2010-01-07T04:40:00.000-08:00

I'm not going to update my blog everyday since school was reopen
Sucks things happened and i'll try to adapt it
"2010" can be said a super-duper bad year for me, although it's only the beginning

My friends was not satisfied to let me be a class monitor because they want me to concentrate on study, but it's all Peiru's fault *coolman aka prefect XD
I prefer 4s5 the noisy class better than 4m3 atleast got friends talk with me =D

Ohya, today my mum find Pn.Ooi and talk about my kes.
YOU want me change to afternoon section and quit volleyball? Totally no way!!
My mum not trying to begged her because if really change to afternoon she will let me transfer to Phor Tay. *It's good but I'll miss my friends
At last, she give me the last chance known as the only chance but my kelakuan maybe get C or D. Should i thank you so much? Wont forever =)

IMY, INY ♥
Trying to not thinking anymore
but still the same

2010-01-05T03:02:00.000-08:00

Shit school, Shit teacher, Shit rules
I will try to be patient, the last two years in school
After graduate don't think i will come back visited you *all sucks teacher
Wanna see my parents ? Well, this thursday my mum coming, if can i want transfer school too.
Why every parents thought h*ng*e is a great school and try let their children study here ?
I'm so regret now, if i know earlier i better go Phor Tay to enjoy my schooling life.

P/s : Lixiang, sorry to let you scolded by teacher & parents too =(

2010-01-01T02:17:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year 2010 to all my beloved friends :)

Too many things happened on 2009, Imissit but Ihateit too !

My pmr results was so sucks, unthinkable!! No one affect me, just myself. Yesterday my mum suddenly told me if SPM get 7As or above, she will buy a DSLR for me *Its really? so happy to hear that. I promise myself, I WILL DO IT !! Wish me all the best XDD
Volleyball life, should I continue or give up ? My friends keep call me consider properly and hope I wont give up. Without volleyball, i still alive? *Ya i think so. Teammates & Coach, support u all the time. Don't forget me too, no.5 the noob setter & player =D

2009-12-28T06:27:00.000-08:00

Went to Kedah with my grandma and alots of aunty uncle *got some children too :)

Many places we had be visited such as Muzium Padi, Lye Huat Garden and etc.

I brought my aunt's camera because i don't even have a own camera * I'm waiting for DSLR =X

Lazy to post out all the photos, so I just choose to post some about the scenery there

Well, i know the photo quality not nicer than DSLR, but not bad too xD

2009-12-24T03:19:00.000-08:00

HoHoHo.. Merry Christmas !!

Went to Gurney countdown with Suvan but i mixed with Qianhui and Shueh Lynn because of some personal reason. After that we meet Clhs' friends at Ghotel there and go their room to take some photos by using Qianhui's DSLR*iloveit Around 5pm they had to back home because still need to attend a dinner. Maybe, I more suitable to be alone. But at last, Juxian reached and we both go watch movie until 11.30pm.
12am, it's not that fun like last year, cant spray because the Police and Rela stand beside there *DAMN! I love the fireworks, I love the shinning star, I love the night scenery ♥

P/S: Ky, thanks for the Christmas present *ilikeit so much

2009-12-18T22:58:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I went training for Survivor II Final

They teach us how to tie the different shape of rope, because final need exam it

we take the extinguisher and water to eliminate the fire *wtf, my shirt all wet

Super-duper boring for that day, but wish us good luck on this Sunday Final

Mike, jiayou :)

I'm On The Way learning "rude words" by Shamilaaa

she is Union 2nd six, I'm Heng Ee 1st six

her volleyball skill better than mine? *idontknow

but she cakap banyak skill sure good than me xD hahaa..

2009-12-17T01:32:00.000-08:00

I lost everything, but no ones know

Who voluntarily wants to be a life bouy, it is too painful for me

What should i continue thinking about ?

Thanks God for let me know this earlier, thanksgiving :D

" PMR results will be come out on 24th of Dec! Bit*ch government "

2009-12-10T06:03:00.000-08:00

The last day of volleyball training :D

Thong, Ying, Ning, Zhe and I went to mcd after training

we keep vaining at the playground there xD

4pm, while waiting my bro finish his exam and come fetch me, I saw the class list

Ohno, next year I 4m3 *should happy or sad ?

Let's pictures talk for that day.

The crazy one XD

we using same phone, but not same colours *black VS white

PEACEEEE !! :)

They keep capture me while i'm using phone :X

Nice spec, but not mine :D

2009-12-05T05:34:00.000-08:00

Actually yesterday we plan to go Monkey Beach,

but after we reached Taman Negara, suddenly raining *wtf

so we changed our plan and Kunz bring us to somewhere, jungle trekking too :D

I keep sweating along the way HAHA

We saw Leon at Prangin bus stop there, suvan was Crazy :X

I love the scenery ♥

the sand ; the sea water

Our tourist guide xD

2009-12-04T04:56:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 5am in the morning, attended Casualty Make Up course

First, we start to cook the ingredients *can be eaten, but a little bit sour & bitter

Me and all gina keep playing the "blood" when teacher was teaching xD

The wounds, i make it myself !!

But the most nice and perfect's wound i forgot to take picture :(

Exam time, I make my hands bloody and it seem like suicide *ilovethemost

Horray!! Finally I pass the exam =)

2009-12-03T22:27:00.000-08:00

Went to Queensbay with Suvan & Juxian, having our dinner at Toilet Bowl

Let's pictures talking.

Three of us :)

2009-11-30T19:58:00.000-08:00

22nd August 2008 is the opening day of the biggest shopping mall in Northern Malaysia - AEON Seberang Perai or also known as Jusco Bandar Perda in Butterworth and Bukit Mertajam.

This was the second time I went to Jusco with my family. I bought many things there because those stuff cheaper and nicer than Penang Queensbay Mall xD But my cousin sis make me moody, cried along the way after she pierce her ears *its noisy enough! Well, nobody care her so much too, just forgot it =P

I begging my mum to buy some Tee-shirt and bag for me because it's make me crazy. After that, we having our dinner at uncle's restaurant, Yummy~

nice clown nice man *keep jokes with children

Rainbow colored ice cream always remind in my heart :)

2009-11-24T04:38:00.000-08:00

" 蒲公英 Dandelion "

它没有桃李的花朵娇艳，没有玫瑰月季芬芳，但它传播着春天的气息，散发着顽强的生命力，在田间、沟谷、山坡、草地、路旁、河岸沙地等随处可见它那坚强可爱的身影。

“花罢成絮，因风飞扬，落湿地即生。”每当初春来临，蒲公英抽出花茎，在碧绿丛中绽开朵朵黄色的小花。花开过后，种子上的白色冠毛结为一个个绒球，随风摇曳。种子成熟后，随风飘到新的地方安家落户，孕育新的花朵。它是那么不起眼，但却依然不忘待着美好的愿望在空中自由的飞翔。

2009-11-22T20:35:00.000-08:00

First time joined Penang Bridge International Marathon,

meet many friends there

I used 1hours and 4o minutes to finish it *damnnn!

8.30am, I called my mum to fetch me & juxian back home bath

we slept for awhile because really very tired XD

Around 12pm reached QB again, window shopping with friends, bored!

Before back, we took a few pictures *upload soon

That's all for today, b.byes :)

2009-11-09T02:24:00.000-08:00

I love Additional Math, but sometimes it make me blur XD

Tuition class started on November

Teacher explain again and again to us , finally i understood *winks

I keep doing exercise and try to solve the question by myself :)

P/S : I a'int hardworking, I just want to do well in my lover subject

2009-11-07T07:58:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday =)

Wish your dream come true and happy always .

2009-11-06T23:50:00.000-08:00

Went to school today :)

Finally can took my school magazine from Cik Heng's table

Me and friends stayed at computer room help teacher key-in the book's code to computer

Until the last period we only back to our class XD

Luckily teacher did not check hair today because I din't cut

Maybe I'll receive surat amaran because 5 days absent without reason known as ponteng

God bless me, I don't want it =p

ILOVEYOU ♥ 3D' 09

2009-11-04T02:12:00.000-08:00

Absent for a few days, stay at home dreaming

I wanna go school to meet my dear friends and teachers, quite miss them XD

I promised my friends to signature in their school magazine because they graduate soon

HAHA :)

Tomoro should I go school ? but i havent cut my hair yet =p

2009-10-31T20:44:00.000-07:00

Happy Halloween (:

Went to Queensbay & Gurney with Juxian, Suvan, Amanda

meet many friends there especially Qian Hui and some pcghs & clhs guys

9pm, back home.

2009-10-30T19:21:00.000-07:00

第38届中五暨第8届大学先修班毕业典礼

Majlis Tamat Persekolahan & Penyempaian Hadiah

Principle and VIPs

mountain people mountain sea

lintas hormat *winks

P/S :Photos captured by InnChing

The photographer (:

2009-10-27T01:26:00.001-07:00

This few days quite lazy to update my blog

don't know wanna write what

5 words can descride about my schooling life after pmr "BORED"

chit-chat, singing, dreaming, playing scrabble

tomoro not going to school again HAHA..

b.byes (:

2009-10-25T01:29:00.000-07:00

Today went to QB with Juxian & Suvan

we watched " Cloudy with a chance of meatball "

Meet my classmate & primar friends at there too :)

I miss them so muchh !

window shopping for a few hours *did not buy anythings XD

Friday maybe hang out with them again.. HAHA

2009-10-19T08:03:00.000-07:00

Today went to jungle tracking with teachers & friends,

from Taman Negara until Pantai Keracut

Along the way I'm alone because my friends was too far away from me

felt abit scare but nevermind, I still continue to move forward

Finally, I used 45minutes and seem to be the 4th girl reached there XD

Owhh.. It was fun and nice, played water with dear friends

First time went to beach, I love the scenery there (:

Lazy to describe, just enjoy it (:

Group photos, please Stay tuned ! I'll upload soon..

3pm, school bus gone away

so Cikgu Tan Ah Ewe fetched me back home.. thanks her alot !!

before that, she went to INTI college to fetch her son..

after back home, straight away lie on the bed and rest for awhile

I hope that still got chance go to beach with classmate (:

2009-10-16T04:47:00.000-07:00

Went to mcd with my classmate against

2 boy 1 girl *Lmao.. my friends all put my aeroplane
At there saw her with friends, damn it !!!
Around 2pm, leave there as fast as possible cause of some reason
After that, went to volleyball training " )

4s5 & 4m3, my dream classes
but I can't study science stream anymore because I'm not reach the standard that Pn.Ooi given, Disappointed again >.< It's too late apologize !!

2009-10-15T07:37:00.000-07:00

' 3 of October 2009 '

Dalat International School Volleyball Competition (Friendly match) ♥
form 3 players did not participate because the next week is Pmr :(

Under-15 competition- They get 2nd, congratz to them =)

Under-18 players

2009-10-14T04:45:00.000-07:00

Just back from school *volleyball training*

Evil ahsir Evil training
Did not reach the level he wants, run for X times *Lmao..
now my volleyball skills became so bad
because about two months did not go for training >.<

Sexy & make up, totally not suitable for me !
I'm ugly, make up also look the same
True friends, they won't pay attention to your appearance
but I won't judge to those, this is their freedom

2009-10-13T05:02:00.000-07:00

Pmr finished !! super-duper relax now xD
But something happened before pmr *Lmao, affect my mood

4/10/09- My cousin bro accident in butterworth
5/10/09- After school stomach pain, doctor said better go hospital check, but I don't want.

NOW, I'm freedom ?!
Today after school went to mcd with Suvan and her friends, clhs guys *Lmao!! so I joined with my classmate =)
But I'm so happy when saw Hippokia aka Yheeming and Huiting..

WJ & WM *the funny guys

Rubiks cude 4x4 *I don't know how to solve it xD

The Blogger ; The Ugly One

2009-09-23T03:20:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning, me went to Milk Temple with Suvan and her parents
After that her dad fetched us went to Queensbay shop for awhile
nothing can buy also >.<
We back home around 3pm, nothing to do
so we keep watched the 'unknown' movie *winks :X
Geography and Sejarah, my enemy
study hard at there too while watched the 'unknown' movie
6pm, mum came and fetched me back home
That's all for today (:

2009-09-22T01:56:00.000-07:00

Thinking of You (:
I called my friends WM draw for me. Thanks him alot

2009-09-18T07:49:00.000-07:00

Finally change my blogskin, simple & blue
I used a lot of time to done it >.<

Afternoon my brother fetched me go Qb to help him buy ticket
" Where Got Ghost ? "
I wanna watch it but he not allow T.T
I saw XuanMing,Tsemin and her friends at cinema there
Yeahhh~ I want hang out with friends too :x

2009-09-17T08:25:00.001-07:00

I'm Backkkkkkkkkk (:

Tomoro no school , Horayyy !
Friday's exam paper will be postpone to 28 of sep ( KH, BM 1, BI 1 )

I'm very disappointed about my maths results >.<

1A exam - 36 over 40

1B exam - 37 over 40

Trial exam - 25 over 40 !
What I can do now ? Shit resultss ..

Everyday just slept for 3 hours, study & study
but what results i get ? :(

2009-09-05T03:41:00.000-07:00

St.John farewell at school hall from 10.30am until 2.30pm

At the end of the farewell,
all form 5 students almost cried at there
I've lost a few drops of tears too XD
I miss them forever even they are graduate and leaving us after this year
especially Gaik Theng, she teach me many things before
I hope that she can get good results in SPM and happy all the time
God and me bless her too ")

Gaik Theng : You're a best team leader !! Last time when Intergroup competition we can't get any prices, I'm so sorry for it because let you disappointed XD But I'm sure you still a best leader, best commitee member. I promise you that even next year I can't be a best commitee, I'll also be a good member. I know today you cried when the end of farewell, I know you bear to us, me too! Even next time you can't recognize me anymore, Nevermind. I'll remember you forever, Miss You ")

ZiTing : Just now when I saw you helped my friend disinfection, I really admire you XD You're my idol, HAHA (: I'll do more better and better, hope that I can same like you xD

Chaik Woi : You're the first member cried when the farewell started. Don't cry anymore ar, I know you cried because of St.John and somebody. If you wanna find people chating or else, anytime can find me. We are friends ma, don't think too much, happy yar ")

Arthon : You're St.John ex-vice president, but today you seem like no any feelings =.= People cried you say them no use OMG! But i know you get many prices in St.John competition, Jiayous XD

Chee Hoe aka Cousin-bro : I never talk to you before, but I promise you next year Chinese New Year sure go grandma's house. Wait me yar, I hope that time you still remember who i am. Anyway, good luck in your spm ")

Picture abit blur, i'll try to get some clear pic from friends ! Be patient xD

Form 5 member, I miss YOU ")

2009-09-03T04:21:00.000-07:00

Went to grandma house today,

at there keep called my cousin sis borrow me her hp
her hp's theme so nice, all EMO !
I create a new theme too, iloveit so much ")

siao zha boh aka cousin sis XD (oldest pic)

2009-09-02T05:54:00.000-07:00

Today when assembly principle said " 3D ar.. worse than 3M "
he deliberately said that out loud >.<
and everytime when he over our class, sure said a sentences
" kelas ini ar, tak guna lagi.. "
Whole form3 got 13 classes, we are forth class leh
If really tak guna then we won't stay at 3D lah
Whatever lah , we just need to get good results in pmr,
showed that we are useful

Me stayed back for volleyball training and called ck teach me science and account
OMG! when he teaching me account
he talk non-sence only XD don't know he said what also
just call me hafal all at home, maybe i'm too stupid !
When teach me science, I keep asking WHY WHY WHY ..
not understand sure asked why lah XD

4PM went for volleyball training, a student form2G just joined it.
me and pheiyyun responsible to teach her
we keep laugh and laugh, my head suddenly hit by a ball.. SO PAIN !!
but i quite happy and get alot of fun too XD
This was the last time that i attend volleyball training in this year
need wait until next year dy, miss it so much :x
LS today din't go school and volleyball training, sick ? DUNNO.
miss her ? Not only her, my friends too

End here ♥ I miss VOLLEYBALL so much (:

2009-08-30T08:33:00.000-07:00

I LOVE volleyball, I really LOVE it.
I likes to play with them, I can't live without them
IMY ; ILY ; INY ♥

Form 5 member graduate soon,
lisheng,weisheng,jiajun,jesper,yunheng,zhijian & etc
will miss them forever,
wish them good luck always ")

Happy National Day
Merdeka ! Merdeka ! Merdeka !

2009-08-28T06:04:00.000-07:00

Today raining so heavy, volleyball training canceled !!

if no cancel I can't go too,
because nobody fetch me and abit lazy too XD
Me sleep until 12am and wake up dy,
because Suvan said want come my house do revision
2.3opm, she reached my house ")
We do revision ? I DON'T THINK SO !!
Me and Suvan keep captured here and there
maybe we are addicted to photography.. HAHA

Say NO to camera ! HAHA ")

2009-08-26T05:15:00.000-07:00

Went to Gurney for volleyball farewell

Ate steamboat at Seoul Garden with volleyball friends
talk non-sense with guys *my brain became more dirty xP

Volleyball's coach Mr. Alan OKL

Teacher advisor Mr. Aw MF

Form 5 guys

Saw many friends and teacher, especially Jason & JinJie (miss them a lots..)

Watched "UP" today, kinda funny and great because it's 3D. I love it so muchh ")

2009-08-25T04:05:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Mayple (:

Nyatakan 5 fakta yang menarik mengenai pemberi award ini,
1. Pretty
2. Kind
3. Friendly
4. Cute
5. Niceeeee !

Setiap blogger harus menyatakan 10 fakta / hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya,
1. Blogging
2. Listening music
3. Volleyball :D
4. Outings with friendsss
5. Dreaming :X
6. Sleep ZzZ
7. Facebook-ing
8. Rubiks cubeeee ")
9. Sms sms !!!
10. Play guitar

Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan ceritakan tentang mereka,
1. Amanda
She's funny, always make me laugh like hell :X

2. YingThong
Very zi lian XD but she's cutee & nice

3. ThienNing
Err.. she's kinda funnyyyy :P

4. Shu En
A little bit childish, but sometimes mature too..

5. Suvan
Always thinking about "xxx" only LOL

6. Juxian
My dear !! I miss her so muchh ")

7. Elyn
She's pretty and kind, I love her hair XD

8. WenXin
A friendly person, pretty too !

9. Jing Yu
A funnny girll, HAHAHA ..

10. Lixiang
Her dancing so nicee .. Iloveit ")